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Wednesday, November 21, 2007

glory to BLOG!

one cannot find 2 Blogs to be ever the same

..to the generation X's and Y's...BLOG is essentially essential...

...to the generation earlier than that...BLOG is nothing but literally the sound of a THUD!...as in...BLOG! BLOG!

I find time to read other people's blogs to cast my worries away...
...true enough...it is becoming a modern era WAILING wall...a CANVASS so dynamic and so unique...in many forms and many COLORS...different strokes for different folks...

human nature is so VIVID in these BLOGS...of wanting to be different from the REST...of saying the MIND out loud...Of ranting and raving about what stirs the heart and mind...with no apprehensions...and the nature of wanting to be heard...and acknowledged...and recognized...

BLOGging in the world of 10101010101...binary as they say...

...who knows what's in store for the Generations next...
if it had been fat feet and sturdy joints that evolved in the past, the future might be literally Big-headed, fat-fingered, gizmo-like, virtually-expressive creatures wailing on virtual walls....

and so currently it is called...

...BLOG!

Monday, November 19, 2007

Too YOUNG to be OLD

all of a sudden, i feel a tinge of LONELINESS..
...Loneliness in a far deeper sense...far from the ordinary loneliness of being left by a loved one...or the common pain of being literally ALONE...

...am really out of words...

for once in my entire lifetime, I suddenly feel so YOUNG to be OLD...
...coz while people my age are busy finding themselves...starting their own families...finding a way to leave the country by any means...pencil pushing for master's degree, among other mid TWENTY-something's concerns, here I am literally in a state of BUSYness...

Maybe am old enough to start a business...but I might be too young to handle it with composure...let's just say, TOO YOUNG to be OLD...

It is a state of LIMBO...i cannot categorize myself as SUCCESSFUL...nor would I say that I am a FAILURE... not yet there...but might be getting somewhere...

HOPEFUL...but LONELY...
...coz it seems no one could understand...not people my age..not people older...

and so I toss and turn on one of my many sleepless nights...brainstorming even in my dreams...with no one to talk to...coz it seems not so many would understand my concerns...MATTERS which are TOO MATURE for my age...TOO LIGHT for the elders...

...definitely the PRICE of taking the ROAD less traveled...of trying to make new PATHS...

How Old AM I then..
...the figures I AM sure...
...but my burdens I AM NOT...
Coz, yes maybe: am just TOO YOUNG to be OLD....

Thursday, November 01, 2007

untraditional tradition

i stopped by at the doorstep of a boarder at our frontage on the night of Nov 1...and i noticed 5 candles lit on the stairs...

tradition...
customs...

it is how it is...

for one who did not grow up exposed to such, i find this quite peculiar...and i had to take time to rationalize its essence.

to begin with, that boarder happens to work in a Callcenter nearby. Very nostalgic for me...since I was then in the same situation...not being able to come home on very significant events such as Christmas, New Year's day, Holy Week..and yes, All Souls' day... the callcenter molded my character in many different ways...that to eke out a living and to be able to survive the world, trivial and important sacrifices need to happen everyday of my life...and by such, reap rewards.

...customs....
...traditions...

while most families gather at the cemetery in loving memory of their relatives who passed away, i took time to clear my thoughts....sweat out by taking time to fix the pen of the hogs in our small farm...hoping that i will be renewed...for every sweep of the broom equates to a chunk of my body's toxins cast away...and by such, my attention refocused..my energy regained...for gazillion brand new challenges await me soon...

so different way than what's the norm.

but life for me has always been non-conforming.

else, things would not be special for me...if I do not take the road less traveled...in most of my journeys.

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