and the bomb exploded!

the roommate i can't stand just pissed me off totally!!

so in the next 15 days i'll be out of that tiny room and be looking for a place somewhere else...

relatively im happier now...satisfied with everything...maybe about to be on the top of the wheel...coz, yes, life is just like a wheel...you can be at your peaks and lows...i already had my lows the past two weeks...i'd brace myself for good things to come...optimism....and positive energy would surely attract good things to happen...am not just hopeful...am POSITIVE....

so if you're at your low now, hope for better things to come your way soon, ok? life can be shitty...but also brings sweet endings...chill....

Random thoughts

Why do things happen when you're in a hurry?

WHy do you hate the person who's always around....and love the one who doesn't care as much as you do?

Why aren't you the way people thought YOU'd BECOME when you'd be at your age?

WHy do people like doing things they're not supposed to DO?

How the hell would the computer bog down when you're doing something really, really important?
Why does your load credits get depleted at the instant you badly need to call or text...or network glitch when you're in emergency situation?

AT 16, you thought you'd get married the same age as your parents did...but when you're at that age, you seem to postpone it for 5 years more.....

WHen you grow older, you realize how your world got so BIG already, but your TRUE friends seem to get to be too few, you could count them in a single hand....


When you're young, you want to grow old and do whatever you want to do...but when you're old enough, you want to go back to being a kid..and then tend to act LIKE a kid...

When you're in school, you are DYING TO GET OUT OF SCHOOL and WORK INSTEAD.............but once you're in the REAL WORLD OF WORK and PAYDAYS, you just wish you're IN SCHOOL..............

How adamant you were to have a career, once you're in one, how LAZY you can become sometimes....that you just want to become a BUM, sit around, and become a parental parasite instead.....

Birthdays become more and more sad as your get older, sometimes you even forget about it.....

It's difficult to trust people you come across as you grow older......

How come your FRiends are now married, and you are not?

HAppiness is now in a BOTTLE OF SMB at your 20s and up.....

People come, people go.......one thing's for sure.....people you come across print a tiny bit of themselves in you........

being a CALL GIRL vs ARCHITECTure

I have an alter ego....

...... and ........ I used to be a confused BITCH .......

I easily get bored with things...I'm up to challenge all the time....

I used to be uncertain of what career to pursue....and I slacked in archi schoolwork and archi firm office work....It's just not the thing for me....

...but right now i'm pretty sure of my self... 1 0 0 %........

I work in a callcenter right now, and it's a job i've always wanted...computer stuff, fast-paced, mind-boggling all the time... and.... all other perks....

the down side... it's super tiring, tiring, tiring.....

but pretty sure,

all other jobs would be tiring....a person's tolerance would really depend on his/her INTEREST and WILLINGNESS to do the JOB.

if i look back, this is the best job i've ever had so far... very challenging, and tiring at the same time....

but one thing i know is that this is where I've always wanted to be in...a CALLGIRL's world.