it's really hard being practically alone...when your family is away...when your good old buddies are preoccupied with each own's lives... when your loved one is miles and miles away.... it makes any one feel really really EMPTY.
once again, my emptiness was filled out by 3 bottles of SMB...and then again, another set of wrinkles would mark on my face the day after...
i can just iamgine how my friends who are working outside the country feel like during their EMPTY MOMENTS....
it feels nothing....feels like void....feels like a limbo...
if vacuum would create sensation, then definitely this is IT...
i'll wait until the sun rises....i've been used to staying awake all night long til daylight....
i don't want to feel too much VOIDS anymore....
i want to work again....2 days OFF is too much to bear....that's TOO MUCH VOID.... TOO EMPTY...
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